Friday, January 16, 2009

Feeling sheepish

Sorry about the last post. Was feeling hormonal, which is unusual for me. I just needed to vent some stuff, but thanks for all the positive comments. Mostly I was thinking about my job situation. I was going to write that I'm so sick of being stuck where I am, but that's not exactly true. I still enjoy the work, but feel that it is time for me to move on. Problem is I'm not sure where to move on to. To me, there's no point leaving for the sake of leaving (i.e not gonna go work at Kmart just to get out). But the jobs that I've been looking at, that have more direction towards a career, don't seem to be panning out for me.

And again, I'm sorry if I worried anyone, but I will be thinking about your advice in regards to my future.

Love you all

Thursday, January 15, 2009

Shann is boring

And having major moods swings. Things have gone AWOL and I don't know how to get it to work properly. I don't know what I need, and don't know where to get it. I know what I need, but don't know how to get it. It's not working right. How do I get things to go the way I want them to? It's suppose to be easy- I don't know what else I have to learn from this. I think I'm ready to move on, but can't. It won't let me. Am I being too picky? Why shouldn't I go after what I want? Why should I have to settle for something less?

Please disregard the above rant on the grounds of temporary insanity