Thursday, January 15, 2009

Shann is boring

And having major moods swings. Things have gone AWOL and I don't know how to get it to work properly. I don't know what I need, and don't know where to get it. I know what I need, but don't know how to get it. It's not working right. How do I get things to go the way I want them to? It's suppose to be easy- I don't know what else I have to learn from this. I think I'm ready to move on, but can't. It won't let me. Am I being too picky? Why shouldn't I go after what I want? Why should I have to settle for something less?

Please disregard the above rant on the grounds of temporary insanity

6 comments:

Jen said...

poor shann - have a coffee!!

Anchell said...

i have no idea what you're talking about but no one has to settle for less. Sometimes you just have to stop trying to control outcomes and go with the flow and the answer flies up and smacks you in the head :)

Hippy Witch said...

Go for what you want and never look back, it makes for a happier journey on this planet, only then will your lessons become clear. Life isn't always meant to be easy, if it was you wouldn't need to be here at all, we tend to really remember lessons from which we have suffered, we are a stiff necked people, caught in a delusion that everything should be easy, the universe disagree's. So give yourself a hug, and honour your needs above all else.

jewell said...

you sound like you need some rescue remedy...it will help with the head and if you need help with hormones try pulsitilla (think that's how it's spelt?)
Love to you xxx

Lisa said...

not pretending that i know what this is all about BUT will offer my imput anyway.

BE TRUE TO YOU.
Sometimes, we just OUTGROW things in life.

ARE you still wearing the same shoes you wore when you were five ?

I would imagine not, becasue you OUTGREW them and this happens on all levels as you know.

NEW shoes bring with them the 'transition' period of being a bit uncomforatble and iccy, but soon they fit just as perectly as the old.

Take a step my angel, do for you what is right.

Lisa xx

Faerie said...

I agree with all these lovely Women! Hugs all 'round!